I don’t really know what it is, but somehow I’m off today. Yesterday, I was home with a migraine. Not just a bad headache; a migraine. Light did weird things to me and I could read but couldn’t really process what I was reading. I stayed home from work and slept a lot. Today, I woke up with a bit of leftover headache, but all the peripheral symptoms were gone so I came to work. Focusing is still hard, though.
I like to know why. I like reasons so I’ve been trying to figure out why I feel so very blah today. Is it migraine hangover? Maybe? Is it stress from having a lot to get done before school starts? Very possibly?
Or maybe I just miss Jason. Maybe I’ve become accustomed to the balancing element he adds to my life. I’m good at starting projects; he helps me follow up and finish things. I overestimate or underestimate how long projects will take so I’m always a tad off; he methodically works through things and gets more done than I ever could. I seem to have become a worrier in recent years; he helps me remember to laugh at life.
I’m blessed beyond anything I ever thought I would be. I’m happy in ways I didn’t know would be possible for me.
And I am thankful. Thankful beyond words for the peace and joy and happiness that Jason has brought to my life. I’m honored to wear his name.